and i've done so much that i don't know where to start. i have to start connecting with my audience because it's a necessity. you'll see a lot more of me.

i'm gaining my stability again and i love it. join me. watch me. walk with me.

there was no such thing as the digital age
would everything be so effortless?
what if there was no such thing as digital cameras
would everyone venture into photography?
who am i to judge but myself
and my own understanding of things to come
i want to do more and be more
that's why i've chosen to change my attitude
about a lot of things
such as photography
so here goes a challenge to my eyes
to see a more perfect vision that lies before me
God revealed that i have a purpose
and that's to learn as much as i can
to go towards this occupation called life
and captivate those who want to see where my life leads
photography is my escape
prepare to see my final destination

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i've been working hard on a few things. i just haven't had the passion to post the pictures just yet. but i'm thinking of switching up some things in my formal portfolio. i've decided to go back to film (gasp). the look, the feel, the essence of photography lies within the film. i remember when i had to process my own film for class. though i'm the tender age of 23, i loved it when i did it. plus digital has made photography so "easy". yes i said easy. i'm relying more on Lightroom than my previous teachings and practices. my mom and other teachers taught me so much, and i feel as if i've sold out to the digital era. don't get me wrong, the digital era is cool. but there's something i've been needing to do, scratch that itch i've been having. this rut is killing me, but i yearn to be great.


i'm transforming, even through my stumbling blocks. yes i've done my share of wrongs and i'm now feeling the effects of them. i know that i can't go onward and upward until i've become stable in my meanings and understanding of life. i pray that i become better than best, but honored among other photographers.

i'm growing into a photographer that loves the phase i'm in right now... it's called life.

what is it really like to be a successful photographer? i've worked so hard and now i'm critiquing my work even harder than before. i have this feeling that this year will determine my destined position as a Christian, a hard worker, and most of all, a photographer. Lord help me because my arrival is soon to come...

05.04.08 (this is the true definition of my existence. join me...)

i've been toying around with the idea of weddings. it's finally become my next destiny. i've shot three weddings with great success. if i didn't feel confident, i would not venture that far. but now comes the time for me show my confidence. yes deviants, confidence. it's a struggle for me, and now i have it all together. 2008 brings four weddings. and here i come...