i've been working hard on a few things. i just haven't had the passion to post the pictures just yet. but i'm thinking of switching up some things in my formal portfolio. i've decided to go back to film (gasp). the look, the feel, the essence of photography lies within the film. i remember when i had to process my own film for class. though i'm the tender age of 23, i loved it when i did it. plus digital has made photography so "easy". yes i said easy. i'm relying more on Lightroom than my previous teachings and practices. my mom and other teachers taught me so much, and i feel as if i've sold out to the digital era. don't get me wrong, the digital era is cool. but there's something i've been needing to do, scratch that itch i've been having. this rut is killing me, but i yearn to be great.


i'm transforming, even through my stumbling blocks. yes i've done my share of wrongs and i'm now feeling the effects of them. i know that i can't go onward and upward until i've become stable in my meanings and understanding of life. i pray that i become better than best, but honored among other photographers.

i'm growing into a photographer that loves the phase i'm in right now... it's called life.